Fly away.

Sometimes, i wish i could turn back time.

Anyways, i went to borrow some novels today at the library. To kill time when I'm bored or whatsoever. Other than that, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAUDHA! :D Someone's old already! Chey, padahal I'm gonna turn a year older too, in another 13 more days. Damn eh, we're in the same group already. Never mind, as a matter of fact, we're still chilling like a bird. Bahaha. Hope you like the surprise made by Ashrah and the others. I'm glad i was there to see your 'surprise surprise face' hahaha. How cute! Meet up again soon, which is either on Tuesday or i don't know when. Lol. Ohh, so yesterday i went out to meet Ashrah and some others, and my dear loverboy as well. Haha. Plan to surprise Raudha was settled! Good job eh. Yada yada yada, went home with the loverboy after that.

Bleargh, and now now now, i just finished cleaning the house, that includes sweeping + mopping. Yeah part time maid at home -.- NOT. Haha. I did rather clean the house than to hear my dad nagging non stop when he comes back from work later. Yikes, i shall save that for something else instead. Haha. Ahhh I'm bored already, so I'm gonna eat soon, plus read my novel! Hooray. I'll update again soon. I'm feeling a little crappy now... just look at how random this post is. Haha. Good day!

I wish you well

Sometimes i can get really confused with how i feel, tsk. I hate that kind of feeling, cause it will either make me feel guilty or just feel hopeless in certain stuff. Hmm, forget about it. I know I'll be okay. So anyways, i met Enaa yesterday, well the plan is to meet the both of my best friend but Yana can't make it due to some reasons, so Enaa came over to my house instead. But before that we went to eat outside for awhile. I miss her so much okay! Haha. We updated each other on things, and guess whaaaaat?! I won't say it here since its still on low profile eh dear, but hooray for you and good thing he seem like he's changed after he went NS. I hope he'll treat you good this time! If not, watch out I'll kill him! Bahaha just kidding. Both of my best friend are back with their old lovers :) (okay i actually spilled it out already uh but aiya don't care HAHA) I feel happy for them. Yet sometimes, i don't feel happy with myself? I don't know =/ Sigh. Some things just caught in between my mind, stuff that makes me think a lot. I know i shouldn't... its the present now I'm living with, not the past so get that in your head Shaa! Haha i feel so pathetic suddenly.

Enaa : *shows me the picture with _____*

Me : sighhhh~ sometimes i feel like...

Enaa : you feel like.................. eh?

Me : yah but never mind sighhh.

I'm not proud of some things i did in my life... things like this. But oh wells, I'll just live with whatever i have in my life now and be happy. Whatever happens, just happen. Sidetracked, I'M VERY HUNGRY :( But my mom's not coming anytime soon. Bleargh. Maybe i just have to meet her later on, with my grandma. Then again, I'm pretty LAZY, hahaha see how i contradict myself sometimes. Aiyaaa, I'll just see how it goes or I'll just feed myself with maggie again. Boohoo. Good day!

P/s : I miss my loverboy already eventhough i met him for 3 straight days heh, hope you'll get your prepaid top up soon.